I would like to say I agreed as it sounds like I would be a much happier person. It's a well put beautiful sentiment. It would certainly take away the fear from the new situations we were in by removing the pressure to be successful in each new situation. A kind of 'what happens happens' situation. However it doesn't feel totally like this. The fear is there and it is real and when I was offered two jobs even though I had already flown to Tasmania the joy was also present. Maybe one day the fear will slip away and just the joy of a new situation will remain but I am not sure that's how it's supposed to be. It seems that we need both to really burn a memory into who we are.